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You maaaay have seen this in the personals section from me, but I really want to be squashed in the worst way.  I've seen a number of videos, and I'm frustrated that I can't find any bbws or ssbbws in Minnesota that would be into squashing me.  Please don't shoot me for posting this twice...

I'm a noob on this, so bear with me.  So, I see random videos of Massive Mocha, Amazon Amanda, and those of the like in their squashing sessions, but when I search for someone to squash me, nobody is near MN.  Can someone help me out?  Now, I'm not skinny by any means (like some of the squashees in the videos), and I've seen skinny girls posting that they want to be squashed. I'm probably half the size of the women I mentioned, but I have squished some women, and they had fun under me.  I enjoy squishing, and being squashed.  I just haven't found anyone over the 300 mark that would wanna get into that.  Someone get back to me with something pleeeease.