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My husband and I have been married 30 years. About 10 years ago the kids were asleep and we were watching porn. We always did that before making love. There was a very hot lesbian scene and I got so turned on. My husband saw how turned on I was and I admitted I always get turned on watching 2 women together. I then confessed that I  was always attracted to women. I told him I never pursued it because I was too afraid and because I always wanted to get married and raise a family. He said he would support me if I wanted to be with a woman. I remember thinking how sweet he was being that maybe I shouldn't fear being intimate with a woman. At first he was kind and understanding. Then it became his main topic of conversation with me. I had never been with a woman and it was making me more scared. I finally broke and said that it had to be on my terms when I am ready! I told him if he ever mentioned it again I would divorce him. We never talked about it again. My desire to be with a woman got stronger over time but so did my fears. All I thought was that I was gettin older and to fat for a woman to be interested in me. A few years ago I met a woman I thought could be the one. We only new each other for a short time but it was like we were friends forever. Before I could work up the courage to talk to her about my feelings I got a phone call from her. She and her husband were getting divorced and she was moving out of state to be closer to her son. I was devastated. i wanted to talk to my husband about her but I was afraid. I never said anything to him but I think he knew. A couple of month later my husband told me he arranged for someone to come over to the house to give me a massage for my back issues. I thought that was so sweet of him. I remember like it was yesterday,  the door bell rang I answered the door and this very large woman is standing in my doorway. Honestly, I was expecting a young hunk of a man. She introduces herself and I invite her in. She told me before she starts the massage she would like to sit and talk so she knows what she needs to do. Se then pulls a bottle of wine out of her bag. She said it helps many of her clients loosen up for the massage. I thought this was fantastic. So I grabbed a couple of wine glasses from our kitchen as we sat and talked in the living room. She was asking me questions about my back and if I had any discomfort anywhere else. The next thing i knew the bottle of wine was finished and I was feeling good. I remember asking about her massage table. She said it was broken that my bed would be just as good. So we went up to my bedroom and she asked me to get completely undressed and to lay down in bed on my stomach. She started working on my back then neck and shoulders It felt so good. She then apologized because she needed to use the bathroom. I said sure and continued to lay on my stomach. She came back and started working on my legs then inner thighs and she kept inching closer to my private area. I wanted to say something but I was to nervous. Then she began to finger my vagina. It felt so good I thought I was dreaming. She then turned me over and she was standing over me completely naked. The first thing I noticed were her big beautiful tits. I started to squeeze them as she continued to finger me. The next thing I knew she was in bed with me with her head buried in my lap. It was the most sensual feeling I ever experienced. She then had me sit on her face. After I orgasmed she started to get up. I pushed her down and made out with her. I then slid down her chest to her vagina. It felt awkward at first but I think I got the hang of it pretty good. We then took turns fucking each other with her strap on. We then caressed and kissed each other until we were too exhausted to continue. It turns out my husband found this woman online and hired her to seduce me. I couldn't get mad at him because it was one of the happiest days of my life. I did continued to get together with this woman and she also introduced me to other bi BBW women. Sometimes I let my husband watch and join in. When I do it is amazing what I can get him to buy me and what chores he will do around the house.