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Happening in my life!
First I was very ill the first 3 months of this year. One of meds was making me bleed in my stomach causing extremely low blood iron which made me have vertigo, weakness, shortness of breath and be tired all of the time!

Then My Elderly Husband injured his hand on the trunk on our car, and because he had a blood thinner, his hand would not quit bleeding. He had 2 emergency visits staying a week in the hospital each time. 2 surgeries and multiple blood and plasma units were given. He went to rehab for 3 weeks, to heal and strengthen his body after all of the strain his body was on ! He came home earlier then they wanted him to But he was very insistent He wanted to be home!

We thought we were finally going to be better when Hubby Couldn't breath and Passed out in his bed. Well we ( my Son and I) called the EMT's and were doing rescue breathing until they came to help. He was placed on a ventilator in ICU where they did what they could but It just was not to be He Passed on the 16 of March after all his family who wanted to say good bye had been to visit! My son and I were there holding his hand until he took his last breath!


We had a lot to do with all the funeral arrangements and the services.
Maxed out my credit cards to get it all done. Sadly My Step children blamed me for not doing enough to keep Their Daddy alive ! One even accused me of foul play and told the police what they thought. So they took his body out of the funeral home and did an Autopsy and Lab work which delays the death Certificate with cause of death by 8 -12 weeks! He has been ill most of the 16 years that Ive known him. Ive taken care of him 12 years out of the 14 years we were married!! Hubby was 83,but so very active except the past 3 months sadly . I miss him so much.

We had a very rough 2014 so far There is a lot of things to do with having a death of a spouse and family issues with the will etc! Even My Car Broke down just Last week to the tune of almost 1000 bucks LOL It always Seems that just when you think you are getting a break things seem to fall apart again.

So I know things wont be the same! I am a little lost with out my partner in life ! I don't know if I start filming again for a bit, I always have stuff to edit so I will eventually add new content. Right now it is a day to day thing ! I do need money to pay bills so I am still doing phone services, which for me is a fun break from my work of getting the house clean up. I am going though My Hubby's huge collection of stuff So feel free to call to talk about any thing BBW !  As A fairly new Widow  of a long ill husband I like to have some Adult fun with you

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am Still around and I am not giving up but as You see I have a lot to do to catch up after all this year has thrown at me so far! I want to thank All of Our Fans and friends in advance Some of you already knew because you know me on face book or fetlife , or you already know me in person and i called you with the sad news of my hubbies Death My Friends in the Lifestyle have been more supportive to me then folks I know outside of the Life So Again Thank you Nurse Vicki

P.S. I am no longer taking the Arthritis meds I was taking and Am Taking Prenatal vitamins with iron twice a Day which seems to help my issues pretty much. Except Now my joints are hurting really back especially Knees and lower back! So a mix result but I feel a lot better and not nearly as weak!

Tough times indeed Nurse Vicky but time is a great healer, take care and best wishes for the future.
Bill. x

Thank you Bill hugs Vicki