Well, the operative word in my question is "fantasy". I'm glad, and I suppose many more around you, would be glad that you are not violent in reality. Although, you did confess one time you were. My interest is piqued.Was that more about tossing and hitting inanimate objects like your pillow?
I suppose I'm intruding on on something personal, so I won't press you for details. Ignore my question. I just let curiosity get beyond tact sometimes.... Take care.